Do You Love Me? A Transnational Memoir

Date: 

Thursday, April 4, 2024, 5:00pm

Location: 

Barker Center, Room 133

NEW DIRECTIONS IN STUDIES OF WOMEN, GENDER, AND SEXUALITY

AY 2023–2024: Art and Politics in the Asian Diaspora

SPEAKER: Rani Neutill, Tufts University and Emerson College

When Rani Neutill receives a disturbing message from her cousin, urging her to travel to India to save her estranged, elderly mother from physical decline and bring her to the US, Rani’s hard-won, stable life in Boston, MA is upended. For decades, Rani and her mother have been playing a painful game of emotional tug-of-war. Before it’s too late, Rani must reckon with centuries of inherited trauma if she is to understand the trajectory of her own life (and her mother’s) and decide whether she wishes to summon the power of forgiveness. Spanning more than three decades and two generations of mother/daughter dynamics, Do You Love Me travels between Pasadena, California and Kolkata, India, charting Rani’s journey to build a cultural map for herself and to answer questions that have cast a long shadow over her coming of age.

What does it mean to be a biracial woman straddling the border between two seemingly incompatible identities? Will she ever truly understand her ancestors and their trauma, or will she always be kept at a remove? What—and where—is “home?”

About the Speaker

Rani Neutill is a recipient of a 2022 artist fellowship from the Massachusetts Cultural Council and has taught ethnic American and postcolonial literature at Harvard, Yale, Johns Hopkins University and other institutions. She currently teaches classes in creative writing and Asian American literature at MIT, Tufts University, and Emerson College. Her work has appeared in The New York Times Book ReviewAl Jazeera EnglishCNNThe Los Angeles Review of BooksThe Washington Post and The Rumpus amongst other publications. Neutill co-edited an anthology about the Kpop group BTS titled Bangtan Remixed: A Critical BTS Reader, forthcoming from Duke University Press.